This is going to be some venting. I met this girl in Australia like 2 years ago. I was crazy about her the minute she said hi to me. So fast forward, we are back from Australia 4 months later and doing a bit of a long distance relationship thing, me in NJ and her in Boston. She gives me a lets be friends line and we end up not talking for like a year. Fast forward to a month and a half ago. Shes down in Orlando where I'm currently living, we see each other and boom! All these feelings come back and damn its amazing. We have plans to see each other in three months when shes in DC and we are both counting down the days. We're talking ont he phone and texting all day everyday. She wants to run away together, she tells me she loves me, she tells me that I make her a more amazing person. Then this week comes around and I don't talk to her for like 4 days, and I get a text on Friday night at 11pm from her saying: "I'm still in love with my ex." All of a sudden all the plans and all the feelings have dried up because shes been hanging out with a guy she dumbed 6 months ago. So the next day she called me to talk about it, I ripped her a new one and told her to leave me alone. She said she wouldn't except the fact that I wouldn't be just friends with her and wouldn't stop trying to stay in touch with me. Thats when I lost it. I said, "When this shit with whats his name falls apart again, don't come looking for me, I don't want to be your friend, I don't want to be anything with you. Don't talk to me, don't contact me ever again. You are fucking cut, do you understand?" She gave me a timid little yeah. I said, "NO! Do you fucking understand me!" She got half way through a yes and I just hung up on her. I deleted all the pictures, I defriended on all the stupid internet networks. I got her number out of my phone, and I am devastated. I'm so mad at the fact that I let her do this to me again. I knew she was selfish like this, I knew all she wants is instant gradification. She got all the attention she needed out of me and I wasn't there at the moment so she got back with her ex because hes there and hes instant. That chump is just like me, shes going to dick him over twice just like she did to me. I don't understand why I'm so hung up on this girl, from the day I met her I've been infatuated with her, and I know consciously she is bad news and she can't offer me anything besides a head ache. Since I met her I've been miserable 90% of the time because of her. I feel like I made the right move just cutting it off right now instead of dragging out and then cutting her off a few months down the road. I dunno, I'm venting and I know to keep busy and all that stuff and time takes time blah blah blah. But I dunno, responses are appreciated, I'm out of people to talk to about this. Thanx.