So, I've never felt like killing myself before. And I wasn't expecting to. But, for whatever reason, I get these random bouts with acute depression. This started a couple of weeks ago. It hit me at work today, worse than it has before. Almost broke down. Had to go out behind the store with a cigarette to calm down. Actually cried. Haven't done that in over a year. Maybe longer. What I'm asking here is, how can I fix it?