Firstly I think of myself as a 'normal' hetro male, but I'm sure we've always had a fascination with our penises, etc. I feel I'm very open and quite comfortable with my sexuality, I would probably try anything once. Chalk it up to experience and move on. Now I've met, online, this very attractive (personality/visually) Non-Op tGirl. This is my first ever experience of this nature. Now we've not spoken about sexual specifics, but cover some area. The things you can imagine, how she likes it ... how I like it, etc. Now I'm of two minds, I'm willing to try anything to be happy. In the past I've not enjoyed sex, for the most part, due to thinking too much and more so about getting a woman pregnant + guilt issues. This of course is not an issue ... so might end up being my perfect woman and what I'm designed to be with. But to try this, I have to step into that life. Where as I'm scared that if I 'jump into that pool' and realize it's not for me, then how to I come back from such a social grey area. How my family and friends will act around me. Which if it's for me I wont care what they think, but it turns out, then I'm stuck. Ultimately I have to do what makes me happy, but I have to factor that into my life as a whole. So any thoughts.