damn you Ben Harper.

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  1. Climbing Cracker

    Climbing Cracker I am the Devil. And I am here to do the Devil's w

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    This song is owning me. :hs:

    Yes indeed Im alone again
    And here comes emptiness crashing in
    Its either love or hate
    I cant find in between
    Cause Ive been with witches
    And I have been with a queen

    It wouldnt have worked out any way
    So now its just another lonely day
    Further along we just may
    But for now its just another lonely day

    Wish there was something
    I could say or do
    I can resist anything
    But temptation from you
    But Id rather walk alone
    Than chase you around
    Id rather fall myself
    Than let you drag me down

    It wouldnt have worked out any way
    And now its just another lonely day
    Further along we just may
    But for now its just another lonely day

    Yesterday seems like a life ago
    Cause the one I love
    Today I hardly know
    You I held so close in my heart oh dear
    Grow further from me
    With every fallen tear

    It wouldnt have worked out any way
    So now its just another lonely day
    Further along we just may
    But for now its just another lonely day



    It's been about a month since we split. It does seem, in ways, that we never existed. 6 years, and it's so easy to forget when you stay so busy. I think about the ways she's touched and changed my life; the influence that's left a mark on my personality. I'm happier, more relaxed, since the split. However, I cry about it a little each day. We ran into each other downtown last weekend...talk about awkward. Although the split was clean, we both wanted it, it's not any easier. It was a bad relationship toward the end. I've learned SOOO much about what I want and do not want in a person. I can't help but think "only if she...", "only if I..." things might have been different, but I can't change her. It's hard to say goodbye to someone you regarded as your best friend. It's hard to not have anyone to talk to about your day, share your experiences with. She was so perceptive and intelligent, with an incredible sense of humor. No one has ever made me laugh like that. So, here I am, and the world keeps on going. I feel so cold and alone some days that I don't want to go out of the house, or to work. I don't know why I bother checking my phone, she's not calling me. We used to work out or ride our bikes together, and her bikes are still here. I'm not necessarily sad we split, I'm just depressed about losing her as a true friend and positive influence in my life. Someone I could talk to about anything without judgement. Someone who understood my dry, sarcastic sense of humor. Someone who seemingly complimented me in every way. But...I know it wasn't going to work out. :hsughno:
     
  2. just_another_on

    just_another_on New Member

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    On an up note, you two broke up consentually. You both know and understand why you broke up, live with it. Unfortunately the time you two spent together may have been amazing and very productive to each others lives, but people grow apart.

    Don't be upset that you broke up with her. Be more upset if you can't move on.

    Do something about it though, don't be the poor sap who constantly cries, bickers, and worries if you aren't going to do anything to change it. It's your life, live it.
     
  3. formul8

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    I went through that last year with mine and yeah, it sucks. It still does sometimes, but life goes on.

    Try this Ben Harper song now:

    "Walk Away"
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    Oh no
    Here comes that sun again
    That means another day
    Without you my friend

    And it hurts me
    To look into the mirror at myself
    And it hurts even more
    To have to be with somebody else
    And its so hard to do
    And so easy to say
    But sometimes
    Sometimes you just have to walk away
    Walk away

    With so many people
    To love [FONT=&quot][FONT=&quot]in my life[/FONT][/FONT]
    Why do I worry
    About one

    But you put the happy
    In my ness
    You put the good times
    Into my fun
    And its so hard to do
    And so easy to say
    But sometimes
    Sometimes you just have to walk away
    Walk away
    And head for the door

    Weve tried the goodbye
    So many days
    We walk in the same direction
    So that we could never stray
    They say if you love somebody
    Than you have got to set them free
    But I would rather be locked to you
    Than live in this pain and misery

    They say time will
    Make all this go away
    But its time that has taken my tomorrows
    And turned them into yesterdays
    And once again that [FONT=&quot][FONT=&quot]rising[/FONT][/FONT]
    Is dropping on down
    And once again you my friend
    Are nowhere to be found
    And its so hard to do
    And so easy to say
    But sometimes
    Sometimes you just have to walk away
    Walk away
    And head for the door
    You just walk away
    Walk away
     
  4. Climbing Cracker

    Climbing Cracker I am the Devil. And I am here to do the Devil's w

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    yeah, check out my blog. :mamoru2:

    I'm moving on, I really am. I'm meeting a TON of new people, and some very cool women. In a more spiritual sense, we both grew so much in our time together, that I honestly can't think of it as a bad thing. The time just came to grow in separate directions. I'm in a transition period now, with a career and just growing up in general. I'm extremely ambitious and I'm looking forward to so much. It's like I have so much freedom, I don't know where to start. I want to do everything at once, but I gotta pace myself.
     
  5. Climbing Cracker

    Climbing Cracker I am the Devil. And I am here to do the Devil's w

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    yeah, that one plays after Lonely Day. :o
     
  6. Televandalist

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    my favorite ben harper song
     

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