Hello. . My dad passed away last month on the third, and my brother and I had to go up to the Sacremento area (Shit hole town called Georgetown, to be more specific) to take care of funeral arrangements, getting a bunch of his stuff back, etc. It's been a month now, and I'm still having problems dealing with this. Whenever someone starts talking about my dad, I start crying. Sometimes It's just a little, sometimes a lot, sometimes uncontrollably. Like right now, I cry thinking about it. I've been staying at home a lot, not really going anywhere, because if something's not keeping me busy or distracted, I think about it. I don't really have anyone to talk to. Mother lives in Tennessee with my step-dad, and I recently stopped talking with her because of the asshole she married, and the only family I have here is my brother and my cousin, and I have issues talking to my friends about this stuff. And I really don't know what to do with myself.