Ok well let me give a little background, Met this girl, Catherine that i knew from elementary school last year on myspace(see myspace is good for something). We met up one day and drove to a park and walked around for a couple hours and talked about old memories, during this time i felt an immediate connection. This was in late december, She invited me over to a friends house for a new years party. I went, we hung out, got to know her friends, blah blah blah. Had a good time. Talked to her friend who said that She(Catherine) didnt like me as more than a friend. So i continued to talk to her on a friendly basis, hung out a few times. Then she told my friend that she thought she might actually like me. Blah blah, lots of bullshit later she realizes she doesnt. Time goes on and we start hanging out again. Now let me say that everytime we hung out i always enjoyed her company, but i always dreaded hanging out with her because it renewed my feelings for her, which really sucked. Fast forward to last night when i receive this message from her on, yep you guessed it, myspace saying this: "Hey. So I'm not really sure why I'm writing this, but I thought you should know that I think about you sometimes. Like, about the chances of an "us" and stuff, but I don't know. I don't want to get your hopes up, like I know I do like everytime we hang out or something. And I don't want to like hang out once, then hear from Colleen that you're sad, then feel guilty or awkward or whatever. I don't want to use you, though it seems like that's what I've been doing. I just don't know. Maybe I shouldn't have even written this. But for some reason I wanted to tell you that I think about you. I don't know." This was after i havent talked to her or hung out with her in probably about a month. WTF. She is a very nice genuine girl, straight A student, only had one boyfriend and that was back in middle school. What the hell is going on. Why does it seem that everytime im starting to get over her and try to move on (which i have been talking to another girl for about a month now) she always pops back into my life and gives me hope again. stupid stupid stupid me. mostly just a rant, any tips on handling this would be appreciated as well.