So I need some help, because quite frankly I need to vent, rant and get some advice because I have no fucking clue what I'm doing, as this is all new to me. I'm a senior in High School, and I've been "with" this girl for 2 months and 2 weeks. Basically 2 months and two weeks ago we both got really shitty and hooked up (made out). We both remembered bits and pieces but not more. Rewind beyond that. 4 weeks before that, she and her boyfriend of about a year and a half broke up after they both cheated on each other over the summer and just gave up around November. While they were together and after she had joked about hooking up with me, but again i thought it was all a joke. Anyways, fast forward to a week after we first hook up. Things were all awkward and we didn't talk during that week, but the next weekend we both said to each other we liked each other and all that high school stuff. So we hooked up, and did the next couple of days until I went out of town after Christmas. I come back a few days after new years, and we hung out a lot, like every night a lot. And if we didn't hang out we'd be on the phone. It was mostly in a group with other people, but I took her to a movie a couple of times or she came over etc. So this goes on for a few weeks, seeing each other at school, and hanging out weekend nights, but in a group w/ other people. Anyways, about a month after we first hooked up, one of my friends ended up telling her I had never done anything other than make out with a girl. This had come up earlier, but she was like "I want it to mean something for you" etc. Then, the next day was a weekend, and we end up making out in a closet, which lead to her giving me head, to me fingering her, and us having sex (very short sex, like 30 seconds). Anyways, fast forward like 2 weeks. No more physical stuff besides making out, but we're at a party 2 weeks later and we end up having sex again, this time much more meaningful and actually lasting. Fast forward another two weeks, and we have sex a third time, again even more meaningful, which lead to her telling me to "make love to her" and saying that she "loves me." So, tonight, we're hanging out again in a group, and we're making out, and she pulls me into a closet, and then just stops and says "This is moving too fast, and I don't want to slow it down but I have to because I'm not ready for it." To be completely honest, I really have no idea what to do. Basically she left after we talked, without saying anything else to me, and now she won't answer the phone.