There was this girl I loved and for her to turn cold towards me and shut me out really had me depressed for a while, in result I became more protective of myself and less sensitive of others. I've also had friends around my circle who would always talk shit about me, and here and there I would stop talking to them or tell them I don't appreciate it but I guess they never really respected me or took it seriously. So since about a little over two months ago there were a few of my friends who I decided to completely shut out, mainly because these people didn't respect me, weren't really my friends and never were considerate and were just saturated in negativity. So one of my cousins who still speaks to them lets me know what they're up to every once in a while and he says that they aren't taking this seriously and think that its another one of my mood swings. They don't even respect my closing them out. I don't know what I've done to ruin my credibility, probably pull stupid shit like this and then call them, but I'm not fuckin around anymore. Fuck anyone who doesn't respect me. In fact thats one of the last things the girl said to me before we stopped talking. Brutal.