im tired of it. everyone around me, everyone i know. addict. alcohol? slide him a bottle. yayo? cut up the white chick, let me hit that shit G? keeps him up for days, let him at it. all my friends. i cant seem to make a friend who isnt a fuckup. i was told by a therapist its because their mentality is closely related to my fathers. i told the therapist to go suck a cock. i dont understand why i know im drowning in my own world and knowing that i need help but refuse and reject it every time its offered.