Broke up with the gf last night....

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  1. Fuzion

    Fuzion heaven and hell

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    I never cheated on her and would never do that in a relationship since i know how it feels and wouldn't put that on anyone.

    She said she never does but I always feel she doesn't tell the truth, partially because i'm very paranoid / insecure. Too many weird coincidences pop up with her so I said its over last night - with no conclusive evidence.

    I know it was dumb, was going through an episode (mild schizophrenic) and I feel absolutely horrible.

    Now I regret it immensely. This is the 2nd or 3rd time I've done this to her.

    I already apologized but I don't think thats good enough this time.

    Def done with relationships. Swinger all the way. Too much hurt.

    :hs:
     
  2. iwishyouwerebeer

    iwishyouwerebeer you shut your cunt Moderator

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    If it's the 2nd or 3rd time (you really can't remember?) then please let her go, for her sake.

    For yourself, I've seen some of your threads. You should see therapy on top of the meds you're taking. Stay single and work on yourself. You'll never have a meaningful relationship with the way you handle things and the way to feel towards relationships in general.
     
  3. Fuzion

    Fuzion heaven and hell

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    thanks for the quick response. i don't think i'll ever get better. this is a pretty weird period in my life. i dunno if im really nuts or there is something going on.

    its too hard to explain here....

    theres no point in meds if its true. all signs so far point to it.

    when i was with her (if she really loved me) i finally felt at peace. only bad thoughts were that it was all fake....

    but very true. i'll leave her be. i dun wanna burden her with my problems.
     
  4. iwishyouwerebeer

    iwishyouwerebeer you shut your cunt Moderator

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    Is therapy out of the question for some reason?
     
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    Pllwntr New Member

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    Once is a sign she doesn't love you.

    Twice is a definition.

    Three times? Shoot the bitch.
     
  6. Fuzion

    Fuzion heaven and hell

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    i was the one who broke it off....basically i can't help but think shes cheating/lying to me because of my condition.

    i really do love her and she says she really loves me but i just believe everything in this world is fake......

    sigh.
     
  7. Fuzion

    Fuzion heaven and hell

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    i did some therapy with a psychotherapist. she said she doesn't think im schizo (i really was for a short period after taking waay too many drugs in a short period).

    now im just stuck with ADD and anxiety.
     
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    metakone New Member

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    how the hell do these chumps even get chicks ?
    talk about luck :rolleyes:
     
  9. fray

    fray New Member

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    you know there are medications/therapy for this, right?
     
  10. Ideotique

    Ideotique Drinking on monday nights does not make me an alco

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    lurk more, post a fuckload less.

    Sorry to hear that mate.

    As others have said, work on yourself first. Talk to someone. Work things through. It is not a good place to be and will just continue to be like that until you work through the process.

    No easy answer though I'm sorry.
     
  11. jmezz

    jmezz layin in bed stretchin my pumped quads for hours

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    What's your condition and what weird coincidences were there?
     
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  13. Fuzion

    Fuzion heaven and hell

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    yep ive been taking adderall xr and xanax and they work quite well together.
     
  14. yankeeschick14

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    if they worked so well, you wouldnt blame your lapses on your conditions, right?
     

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