im only 21, and ive had my heart broken twice. as a result, i am somewhat bitter and stay away from people, especially women. there are girls i find attractive, and girls i have the urge to talk to, but i never go though with it because i immediately think of the "what if we connect, and i get my heart broken yet again" thing. so, to avoid people in social settings, all i do during the week is: 1. go to work 2. (soon to be going back to school after a break) 3. play battlefield 2 (which costs alot of money becasue i play at a cyber cafe). my past relationships failed becasue i fall (in love) too hard, too quickly. i smother them. im overbearing. im obsessive. i cant stand to be alone. this scares them away. anyway, what people have said to me, is that before i get into another relationship, i should first be happy with myself. how do i accomplish this if inorder to be truly happy, i need somone in my life? im not sure exactly why i posted this. there arent really any questions. perhaps i could just get some feedback?