SRS Binge Eating?

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  1. The Militant

    The Militant THE FUTURE

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    I had no idea it was somthing bad...
    like yeah i thought you could get fat and crap but I kinda just do it.

    I started like 4 weeks ago. Im not sure why but when I eat I eat what everyone else eats X2. While i used to get a burger and fries from capital lunch i now get 2 burgers and 2 fries, instead of 2 sandwhiches i go for 4. One school lunch went to two. I think about it somtimes and just tell myself its a good thing and im just growing, but then i heard binge eating and that its related to some other things. Do you guys think there is a reason im doing this even if i dont know why im doing it. Somtimes im like, one dinner plate would be nice, then i go ahead and get a second one. Im not obese or fat, actually kind of small but my size is fine for me at the moment. So why i started eating so much everytime i eat i have no idea. I eat till im full, then eat till i feel like its enough.

    As for my life, im feel the way ive been feeling for the last year or so. Alone, Angry and Empty. So why this would pop up out of nowhere is confusing me. Its probably nothing to worry about though. My main question aside from weight gain is, is it bad for me? I don't throw up or anything or get sick I just eat ALOT.
     
  2. PuppyCat

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    I binge on chocolate...chocolate...chocolate...It's weird, because when I was younger, I never ate the stuff, didn't care for it, now that I am almost 50, it's all I want to eat...chocolate...maybe it's hormonal...
    However, that aside, I think you are filling up your lonliness with food.
    You better be careful, because weight is really easy to pack on and devilish hard to get off...
    Maybe you have an imbalance of some kind...maybe you should discuss your predilection of eating a lot with your Doc...
    Exercise some will power.
    I think you have too much time on your hands.
    Get busy.
     
  3. Replicant

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    This has happened to me lately, and it's a small thing that can be gotten away with. As for the depression, just really write down what you were like through the years and you'll see how you've evolved. Hopefully you'll be able to tell what to change, even if it might be a small change(any change is good!)
     
  4. The Militant

    The Militant THE FUTURE

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    lol i am busy
    school till 3
    work till 9 and then free time till i fall asleep and do it again

    before that i was thinking there wasnt enough time in a day with all the shit i do. but ive calmed down alot since i totaled my car :(.

    as for gaining weight yeah i know, but a little weight wouldnt hurt me and getting rid of it will give me somthing to do while i save for a new ride?
     
  5. Toasty

    Toasty Naked people have little or no influence on societ

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    Hard to assume it's a problem though. Could be you have a fast metabolism or you're burning quite a bit of energy. I used to outeat a lot of peeps in HS and still be the skinniest kid there. I remember going to a restaurant once and ordered 4 entrees....I wasn't depressed at all, it just tasted damn good.

    It's good that you're keeping an eye on your change in habits...just be alert to how your body is reacting to your eating volume and just be honest with yourself why you're doing it. If you're really unnaturally ballooning in weight and you can't seem to help yourself... then it may be time to see the doc.
     
  6. scaryice

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    Well, you feel "Alone, Angry and Empty," so probably you feel like it doesn't matter what you eat or if you get fat because the rest of your life sucks anyway.
     
  7. The Militant

    The Militant THE FUTURE

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    the rest of my life is gonna be how i make it. Im young, there isnt much I can do to change my current state of mind because i keep going back to it but its not gonna bar me from creating a future for myself. Also, weight is not an issue to me, Im not that skinny but in no way am i a fatass or even chubby, that would take some seriouse work. As long as it's nothing unhealthy then i will continue doing it i guess, if i see my weight increase to a point where i am unhappy then i will stop. Plus you can lose weight, I was just wondering if it was somthing bad or just spawning of somthing else. But how toasty described it seems normal.

    Thanks for the help OT
     
  8. Darketernal

    Darketernal Watch: Aria The Origination =)

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    Well personally i don't think you should worry about weight, as long as you are happy with yourself then even if you take more and remain normal then its ok, it only becomes wrong when you become unhealthy in terms of overweight(is bad for bones,heart,veins)

    Grab a cup of coffee and read this story http://iands.org/ascension.html ,its long but it lifts my heart.
     
  9. The Militant

    The Militant THE FUTURE

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    It is a good story, did you post it because you like it or you think this is one of the things im doing to fill my blackhole?

    its funny because i read that story and to be honest with you, i dont believe in love and doubt that i ever will. I dont think i need it and i dont think ill find it. My current plan/outlook(what i expect will happen) is that i will die young (not suicide) and alone. Its what ive come to terms with and accepted. What this guy experienced is amazing, but its not for all of us. He became a diffrent person but it is obviouse that we all wont have that experience because if we did this world would be so much more peacful, with everyone seeing the world the way he does half the things happening wouldnt.
     
  10. The Militant

    The Militant THE FUTURE

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    Totaled my car, and im just savin right now (stil in highschool so a car isnt THAT important) I do work out at home and just try to teach my body new things everynow and then. Stretching,kicking,this and that. Im not a chunk and and without sounding conceeded would say i am physically attractive. But believe me if i could go to the gym i would :( shoulda started before when i had my car instead of all the street racing shit and i might still have it lol
     

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