Yah, what do you do when your best friend has an eating disorder? I think it's rubbed off on me. I'm lost. I tried to get her to seek help. But she has serious issues about that type of confrontation. It's really taxing and it's a thorn that pokes at the back of my head everytime we go out to eat. I KNOW she's going to puke it out. Every Friday, we always hang out as a group (my 2 other friends know about it too from the beginning, but she tells me occassionally when she gets her episodes) eats mounds of food, and spends shitloads on meals, going all out with the appies, drinks, main course, and even dessert. This girl is like 5'1" and weighs probably around 90-ish lbs? I also have my own issues as well. I'm pretty much failing out of school, because I don't have motivation, and I have issues at home, issues with self-esteem (yes I admit I sometimes puke out my food too when I am stressed out, and I had a history of cutting, etc), etc. etc. Sometimes hanging out with them makes me feel insecure. They kinda remind me of "mean girls"? Maybe they're not the greatest friends? Maybe I'm just being overly sensitive? ...phew.