I have never been so down, so depressed as I am now. Never has my life seemed so worthless, as now. I don't have a significant other, and that's depressing enough, but not having one at christmas is terrible. Christmas is a loving time of year, where couples exchange gifts and love. I just have me. Well, I have friends and family of course. But that's not the same. Don't know why I even bother, some days.