So me and my boyfriend have been together for 4 months now. He told me he loved me about 2 months into our relationship. We've only had one other fight, which resulted because he went to vegas for a week and said he didn't want me to come because he wanted to 'bond' with the friend he was going with b/c their friendship had been 'on the rocks'. [which is true -- this friend was 20 years older and they had been friends for over 2 years] Anyways, the other night I went out drinking with friends and previously i asked my b/f if he'd be cool with that, and he actually encouraged it. The same night i'm out drinking, my b/f tells me he's going out bowling with a friend of his. This friend is someone I'm pretty sure might like him, and I started getting upset and said a lot of bad things. I told him I was going to break up with him at the end of it. (I obviously overreacted way too much) We meet up the following day and I apologize, I ended up crying involuntarily, asked him to forgive me and said I hoped he could move on with this. He kept a straight-nonresponsive face almost the whole time. He decided he wanted to have a break until spring break. During spring break i'm not allowed to stay in the dorms, and we had previously agreed i'd stay at his place for a week. He said he thought we both needed some time to clear our heads and that I could still stay with him over spring break and afterwords he'd decide where he wants to go from there. Spring break is a little less than two weeks away and he said he'd still talk to me occasionally (like through texting). I'm having a hard time though with this. I know what I did was wrong, but I just wish he'd work with me to get over it. The fact that we only had one other fight and we're always laughing/having a great time together, leaving each other little notes, etc; makes this just seem 'a little much' and unexpected. He says the biggest issue he has is with trust, he says he thinks it's going to take a very long time for me to trust him and he can't handle that. So OT, what should I do? Should I fight myself as hard as I can and give him the space he needs until he talks to me? Do you think I should prepare myself for a breakup? He's never done anything up until this point to really make me doubt his trust, it's just always been a problem with me -- trusting people. What can I do to make myself more trustworthy of people? This is someone who (while i'm young and relatively inexperienced) I truly feel I love and connect to on a whole new level, what is the BEST thing I can do during this situation to keep our relationship strong during this period?