Alright, so my ex and I broke it off almost a month ago, and it wasn't the greatest break up. I'm going to skip all of the crap about stuff that went on between then and now. Anyways, she had been talking to her ex ever since we broke up, and I've gotten over that. We made plans last night to go get some ice cream as just friends, but earlier that day we were both kind of joking around about sort of messing around because we're both still single. After ice cream I asked what she wanted to do and she said she didn't care where we went or what we did. So I asked her if it was alright if we went to somewhere to talk and she said she didn't mind. I ended up driving to her to a spot near the woods where we used to you know, do the dirty deed. I parked my car, and we ended up flirting around like we used to. She somehow ended up in my arms on my side of the car and I was kind of searching for a kiss, and she finally said she had to tell me something but she didn't want to. I finally got it out of her, and she said that her and that guy were now "officially" exclusive. This guy is a complete piece of shit, as in he cheated on her last summer and all he worries about is getting high and drunk. I see nothing wrong with that, because I like to do the same things, but it doesn't dominate my life. Basically, I think he's just wrong for her. So I tried talking her out of dating him, but I couldn't change her mind, so I started to try and get a kiss out of her again, and at first she refused, but acted like she actually wanted one. She eventually asked me to take her home, but not very seriously. She was sending off all the signals that she still had feelings for me and finally, after trying for a little longer, we kissed for a little while and I brought her home and promised her that I wouldn't try anymore. So anyways, the next day (today), she instant messaged me saying that she feels weird about last night, as in she made it completely sound like I forced myself onto her and she was kinda freaked out and a little scared, even though she was the one that ended up kissing me. So what is it that she's doing?? Am I a sick, perverted asshole that read all the wrong signs? or is she just using that story as a crutch to make herself feel better about cheating on her bf with me? Sorry if the story is confusing.