i just want to go to school right now and work. i don't see anything wrong with putting my education first. why are people always on my ass about not "going out"? i've never enjoyed parties or big social get-togethers. im sure as hell not gonna start now. i prefer to "hit the books" instead of act like what i see and hear on tv. i'm not a social person. i don't see why people are so damn ignorant and refuse to acknowledge that i prefer solitude? i have no interest whatsoever in finding "the right one", fallin in love, getting married, and having kids. i'd rather keep my feelings, emotions, and heart protected than to let them decompose because of some jackhole. and it's not like i envy others or anything.. i just don't allow myself to be put in deep shit like they do. they don't understand that i CHOOSE to be alone. i wish they would stop harassing me about it because it's really pushing me to my last nerve.