I realize, that I there is a lot in this world that I do not understand. I feel that I was raised in a good home with love, and caring, but I see know that it was all a lie. I see that I am truly a fucked up person that no matter what I try to do I fail. I see that I am a bad person in society's view and I hurt others unnecessarily. I am a bad person and I put on a good face to appease others that I know. I should just go away and not be seen again. I need to go talk to somebody.