This shit is really bugging me. I broke up with my girlfriend for the 5th (I think) and hopefully final time a week and a half ago. The problem is that, while I'm doing extremely well on the "no contact" clause, these intense feelings of sadness and missing her pop into my head randomly. It's the worst when I'm alone in bed at night, literally making myself ill with so many racing thoughts about her next hookup pounding his dick inside of her. We had a great physical attraction. Bluebirds kissed and tulips bloomed whenever we had sex, which is probably the reason why we got back together so many times. The problem lied in the fact that she just did not trust me whatsoever! Accusing me of staring at other girls when I was innocent, hinting at the possibility of me cheating, and other insecure attitudes were a common occurrence. It seemed like she never appreciated everything I do for her, taking her out lots of cool places, spending a fair amount of money, and listening to her problems. My question is: how the fuck do I get over her once and for all? It seems like the nostalgia of our sex life has me by the balls. I'm an attractive guy and know I can move on, but all of these sleepless nights are starting to catch up with me. Is a week and a half way too short to get over a year long adventurous relationship?