Would someone please explain or give me tips on how to how to talk, eat, think and act with people because I really don't know much of anything. I'm totally clueless about people.. I don't know how to get close to anyone or even smile at them. Basically, I keep to myself most of the time and when it comes to communicating I often fail at that; keeping up small conversations leave me confused and I'm always out of anything to talk about. Honestly, how can I talk about things when I, myself haven't done much in life? If I keep to myself, it's fine, but it gets to me every now and then because it leads to loneliness.. then depression sets in. *sigh* Everyone can have a conversation, BUT me. Even online, I can't even talk that much. Is it because I'm not very bright or something? My dream is to become a talker.. to be called 'the loud one', to have friends, parties.. make-out with a girl for the 1st time, graduate from college finally, but that will probably never happen. I'll be sitting here, yelling at my mother, at the computer, with no one to share good times with, depressed.. probably for the rest of my pathetic rotting skin-bag life.