As stated, I often feel a lot of burdens and pressures increased as I am growing up because I held more responsibilities. It made me feel I couldn't breath sometime. However, when I try to look back, those burdens and pressures are just nothing after I went thru. I also notice as I grew up, I am not being easy to be satisfied. When I was small, a super nintendo game would satisfied me and I would get excited all over night of playing it. However, nowaday when I brought myself a car (decent one, not a lambo), I wouldn't feel happy about it, too. It seems like I don't know what I want that would make me feel happy as I grew up. I wonder does anyone feel in this way before and any suggestion ?