SRS Anyone else have a hard time with wanting to live because of society?

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  1. LancerV

    LancerV Something Happened OT Supporter

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    I have always been the quite person in almost every setting I go to. I look around at people, and ask myself why do I keep on living for this shit hole of a world?

    I just feel that the good has disappeared in this world, and that living in a world of rapists, pedophiles, murders’, etc.. Just seems pointless. I see a man beat his wife and I want to just go over there and beat him tell he gets the point. I've always been the one to stand up for the good, but it seems like I am fighting for a lost cause nowadays, especially after almost all of my friends using me for money, or other deities.

    That I also look how pathetic and stupid that our society has become and I cringe that we are from the same DNA makeup. Like I read about people dying from mastering while choking themselves and I get so outraged that anyone could even be this dumb and just want to kill myself. I use to think that maybe it would get better, but I slowly see it getting worse. Anyone else just want to kill themselves because of this?
     
  2. beanolo

    beanolo It does a body good!!!1

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    Seriously. Why would you give a fuck about society and how it behaves? I don't. I care about me, myself and I. Oh yes, and my close family and friends. Who the fuck died and made you the superhero to fight crimes? Why are you stressin over it?

    I make it a point to not watch the news or read up on current events because its mainly negative news. I just worry about what I need to do on a daily basis to make myself happy.

    What you see through your glasses here is all the negative points to the world, and if you think about it, you are probably basing your analysis solely off America alone...

    What about the rest of the world? Do you know whats goin on in Australia? India? Singapore? How can you speak for a world if you haven't traveled the world?

    And no, I wouldn't kill myself for any reason that I could think of.
     
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    I did. But it wasn't society. It was me.
     
  4. JohnJohnJohnson

    JohnJohnJohnson Effetely Sipping My Latte OT Supporter

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    Don't kill yourself. Go have fun. Better to enjoy yourself than die imo.
     
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    Well, the obvious answer would be that you need to fix society
     
  6. LancerV

    LancerV Something Happened OT Supporter

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    Explain?
     
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    LancerV Something Happened OT Supporter

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    My parents dont let me have fun, its only work, school, and lifting is what they let me do. :wtc:
     
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    JohnJohnJohnson Effetely Sipping My Latte OT Supporter

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    Disobey them.

    Btw, how old are you?
     
  9. Peyomp

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    People come up with all kinds of bullshit to explain their clinical depression. Its not until you get better that you see that it was really your problem, and not the world's. They're called coping mechanisms, and if you aren't depressed, you have enough to not focus entirely on the negative.

    Depression is treatable. You might want to look into that, if you ever get tired of it.
     
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    Every once in a while, you come across a post that refuses to dance, that brushes aside all of the ennabling bullshit, whips back the curtain of rationalizations, mows down the veil of excuses, and shines the cold clear spotlight of pure reason.

    Truth rains down cruel and hard like a thousand blows from a thousand thoroughly pissed off monks. Thank jebus for that.
     
  11. LancerV

    LancerV Something Happened OT Supporter

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    LancerV Something Happened OT Supporter

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    Hmm good point
     
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    I think I understand where your coming from having a VERY similar upbringing at least with the parents. If you aren't in college yet, just wait. Then disconnect them from your life. Visit home as rarely as possible, and do not talk with them over the phone if you can help it. By eliminating them from your life for at least a little while you will feel a little better (at least I did).
     
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    Now its back on you to do something about your problem, and not on society to fix itself.
     
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    i think just like you
     
  16. LancerV

    LancerV Something Happened OT Supporter

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    Doctors appointment on Fri :hs:
     
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    Way to not be pathetic. Way to be a winner.
     
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    LancerV Something Happened OT Supporter

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    So does Anxiety and concentrating issues come from Depression also?
     
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    The three are very related, yes.

    Did you know that... getting help for this for the first time feels like... blossoming into a beautiful butterfly? Enjoy it, if you can. You'll have to put in alot of work. But its worth it.
     
  20. LancerV

    LancerV Something Happened OT Supporter

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    Because I have attention problems like crazy, but ussually attention disorders dont come with wanting to blow your head off :hsugh:
     
  21. dave steel

    dave steel My Kung Fu is the best.

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    LancerV, It appears that you have taken a Jerry Springer attitude...i.e. I'm not such a bad person, just look how messed up the world is.

    http://www.jerryspringer.com/

    The fact is that we are all messed up, we are all aware of our shortcomings, but we cover it with a patina of Jerry Springer so we don't have to deal with the guilt.

    www.ginkworld.net
     
  22. Peyomp

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    Depressed and anxious people can't pay attention. And people with severe ADHD are so miserable at their inability to function that they wind up becoming criminals in much higher proportions, nevermind how many of them lead miserable lives.

    Its all connected. I meant what I said about the butterfly.

    What kinda doctor you going to see?
     
  23. johan

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    You know, when you feel lousy, the world seems like a shitty shitty place.
    When you feel better, the world becomes all shiny and new, full of happiness and joy.

    In reality the world is pretty neutral, mostly. It's up to you how you want to spend your time here.
     
  24. LancerV

    LancerV Something Happened OT Supporter

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    Just a GP, than if he doesnt help go see a head doctor
     
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