I have always been the quite person in almost every setting I go to. I look around at people, and ask myself why do I keep on living for this shit hole of a world? I just feel that the good has disappeared in this world, and that living in a world of rapists, pedophiles, murders’, etc.. Just seems pointless. I see a man beat his wife and I want to just go over there and beat him tell he gets the point. I've always been the one to stand up for the good, but it seems like I am fighting for a lost cause nowadays, especially after almost all of my friends using me for money, or other deities. That I also look how pathetic and stupid that our society has become and I cringe that we are from the same DNA makeup. Like I read about people dying from mastering while choking themselves and I get so outraged that anyone could even be this dumb and just want to kill myself. I use to think that maybe it would get better, but I slowly see it getting worse. Anyone else just want to kill themselves because of this?