Okay, so, coming out definitely had its "relief" but I don't know if it was worth it. I still feel like I'm tip-toeing around my parents. I really hate explaining myself to people. People that shouldn't even ask for explanations. I guess if I was striving for attention from anything it would be a great way to get it, but I'm not. I like to go unnoticed. Maybe if I went away to college it would have been better, but I'm not ready for that. I couldn't afford that whatsoever and I would feel bad asking my parents to help. Argh. Still feel fairly trapped.