SRS Anybody ever just not like themselves?

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  1. Crackaboy

    Crackaboy New Member

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    :hs: Lately I've been acting like a complete ass to everyone, being mean, screaming at my gf for no reason, and having frequent mood swings that make me go from being superupbeat to being a sad depressed pitiful individual.

    I just plain cant stand myself right now :(

    Anybody else ever go through this, and if so, how did you fix it :hs:
     
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    Crackaboy New Member

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    I was on zoloft for about 6 months... and when I was on it I was just an ass all the time. A content jackass, but a jackass nonetheless. I quit taking it for that reason, and have been fine for quite a while, but the last 2-3 weeks or so have been absolutely awful.

    Could it possibly be stress or something triggering it? :hs:

    I was on Zoloft for general and Social anxiety disorder, if that matters at all
     
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    I hate myself, all I ever do is fuck peoples shit up.
     
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    :wtc: I know how that is. I always fuck peoples shit up and then manage to fuck my own shit up on top of that

    I swear im gonna lose my gf because of my "issues" :wtc:
     
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    I've been an ass subconsciously to everyone. Kinda hard to fake saying nice shit when you just wan't them to go away. Saying nice things has never been my nature.

    I think it's from not having any approval. No approval, fuck everybody then.
     
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    Im in a good mood today :hsugh: this shit blows

    I think I just need to get drunk and get my true feelings out :mamoru:
     
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    um i'm diagnosed with social anxiety and am suppose to start zoloft :hsr: tommorow
     
  8. Crackaboy

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    I was happy on zoloft, but I made everybody else miserable......

    I got tired of pissing people off and living off a pill so I quit.

    I think I need it again :mamoru:
     
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    MissKitty If squats were easy they'd be called 'Your Mum' OT Supporter

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    I'm a total fuckup. I'm fucking up anything I have going for me and always end up pushing anyone I care about away. I'm in the same boat brother.
     
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    Paulie Walnuts Im an agent of chaos

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    I am switching from Effexor to Celexa today. Should be interesting.
     
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    Let me know how it works out.
     
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    i just spent ~5 hours on fastseduction.com and came to realize that i would probably never be functional in society if the prospect of getting laid ever vanished for me. i would see absolutely no reason for me to make friends, dress nicely, be polite, develop myself, etc.

    it's a useful selfishness i wish i didn't have, and i really envy those that don't need it.
     

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