I feel like there is way too much going on in my head. I am constantly worrying and thinking and analyzing. I have all of these thoughts pulling me all over the place and it's stopped the flow of life. I can't just seem to naturally go through my day; I seem to become paralyzed. Right now my brain feels so full and used up that it can't seem to function very well at all. Even trying to write this post I feel like I'm all over the place and not very coherent. I can't even do simple things like watch a movie because I'll be constantly worrying I should be doing something else. I keep planning and thinking and worrying so much that I just can't go naturally through my day. There is a constant flurry of thoughts in my head as I move through my day. I go to bed with these thoughts racing around and wake up with them still going. It's very hard to get to sleep sometimes because of this. I also don't feel emotions like I used to. Anything that I used to love doing produces no emotion for me anymore. I also feel like I've lost my sense of self. I used to be a hard-working, warm and helpful person. Now I feel like I'm very cold and apathetic towards other people and I have no motivation to accomplish anything. I'm a college freshman and people keep telling me to take classes I'm interested in and then pick your major from those. But the classes I'm interested in are all full of fail after school. I want to make pretty good money but it seems like I'm bad at any subject which leads to good money. Plus I feel like the other classes I'm interested in are just fleeting interests that I wouldn't want to go beyond the introduction class. I guess I'll see but nothing has ever struck me as a passion. Plus I feel like I wouldn't really be doing something for society or the world.