No crashing boom, no loud words, just a mildly delivered life plan which no longer includes me. I spent the last month wondering what life would be like if I settled down with her, only to find out today she spent it wondering what it would be like without me. That's a new twist on an old friend... pain. Well, it's certainly been quite some time, pain, it seems inevitable that those fleeting moments of happiness always lead back to you. Depart from me, you bastard, happiness, I never knew you.