so i have the awesome potential to be with a wonderful girl but usualy im laid back. im confident. today i found myself getting angry about something. i allowed a woman to dicate my emotions. i didnt like how that felt. i felt weak. insecure. wtf. what caused this? this dude in my offce....LOVES this girl. yea i mentioned this before. but she told me she dont like him and really lieks me. i had no problem. but today, he forwards me an email sayin oh man i think im in with her. he came early this morning and sat close to her in her chair and she said too bad you had to leave early and that it would be ideal if people didnt make comments about them two. i wonder why shes nice to him or at least doesnt let him know wtf is up. anyways, that sorta irked me so i cut her off and i actually went out for lunch today. she then emails me and says....you didnt have lunchw ith me =(. i played it cool and said i had plans already. i aint the one to be competitive with women but i aint gonna stand around and let some girl give me a run around. or am i just over reacting.