Wondering if I'm the only one. What do you do to feel better about it? I've been on and off for a while now but this is the first Christmas where I'm actually not doing anything.(no tree, no family or friends to hang with no gifts) and was wondering if there's anyone who's done this before. Overall I've been feeling pretty miserable about it because even though Christmas hasn't always been the greatest it was always sort of happy and sad at the same time but this year just seems much worse. I've been sitting here playing Christmas carols on my piano and I think it's just making me feel worse. It doesn't help that I can't even leave my apartment without seeing happy people shopping and people decorating their homes and apartments and carolers and all the stuff that people normally associate with the holidays just reminding me that I have none of that.