Alright guys, thought I would post this here, it’s about my ex-girlfriend and I know you guys have heard a ton of these. So bear with me please… I was with my girlfriend for the past four year. Things did start out a little rough in the beginning and this was due to our age difference (she was four years younger than me). But soon everything was great and I was so happy with my life. I have been alone my entire life until I met her. She was my first girlfriend and I already knew she was the one I was going to marry. Then she broke up with me. I thought everything was going perfect. I loved everything about her and we were going to get married sometime. Even though we dated for four years we both saved our virginity for each. I have very strong morals and am saving myself for when I get married. I only hope she still is also. It basically boils down to she wanted to see other people. She tried everyway in the world to tell me it was my fault, saying something different every time I would bring it up. I was put through hell both mentally and physically over this, this has been the hardest thing in my life I have ever had to deal with. Well, it’s been slightly over three months since she broke up with me. I tried my best to work things out with her and wanted to more than she will ever know. It is just so hard to let go of someone you love so much. I’m still not sure if I’ll ever be able to let go. She was the perfect girl to me, the most beautiful girl and our personality’s went together great. I also worshiped the ground she walked on and treated her like a princess. Even though we broke up over three months ago, we just about keep in contact just about every single day. I know she was trying to holding on to me (I think..). She kept saying she loved me and wanted to get back with me, but just not right now. But her lies just kept getting deeper and deeper, even about whom she was dating and such. Because of this I told her never to call or speak to me again. Now I am currently alone again, something I never wanted to be again in my life. My best friend lives an hour away and I don’t get to see him very much. But I have some very positive things going on in my life. I’m a good looking guy, currently getting my Masters and have a bright future ahead of me. This has completely thrown me through a loop with my life. I have lost the person I loved more than life itself and wanted to marry. She always told me she would always be with me and would never leave me. I’m not sure what the future holds, but God has plan for all of us. I know I don’t see it now, but things will be better in time and hopefully I will find someone else I will love more than her. Yes, I am leaving out some details, but I was just trying to make this as simple/short as possible and remain anonymous at the same time. I know I’m not the only one that has gone through this or is currently going through it. So, any advice, questions or comments?