SRS Addictions...

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  1. Guz200sx

    Guz200sx The man who does more than he is paid for will soo

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    I seem to have a lot of them...But I'm gonna talk about the addiction to sex right now

    I guess it all started out very minimal as do all addictions...I attribute most of this to porn. I started out with Playboys, then softcore mags, then softcore vids, then hardcore mags, then hardcore vids and finally it led into looking for sex and getting it however I could which includes paying for it. This is partially why I am in the hole financially now. I would take cash advances of $300 and sometimes $600 out of a CC and the interest rate for that is 20% and that ultimately killed me. And Of course, the CC sky-rocketed.

    But now I am looking for help on the CC side of things and I think i have a handle on that. No CC's for me means no debt on them!
    But the addiction to sex is rearing its ugly head again....Many times i would try to not think about it but I still do. I am wondering how long can I go before the itch to go see an escort gets me. I usually only go see one particular lady and she is always at the back of my mind. I'm also wondering...when will the next time be? I try to say NO their can not be a next time! But usually I give in and fall to the temptation again.

    And to tell the truth.....its not really the need for sex, because I usually satisfy my needs with masturbation, even though its not the same but it still makes me lose interest for a bit.
    But its the need to be with a woman that gets me. The touch, the smell, the sound of a woman is what gets me. To be with a woman is usually what makes me bend now that i think about it. Its really not the sex but the need to be with a woman and lie next to her and just be next to her. I'm repeating myself but i just realized it....:doh:....its like every guy needs that. We need that compassion or whatever it is from a woman....I dunno...Am i being needy?? Or am I just lonely???

    Should I not consider this an addiction to sex then? Should I consider it an addiction to escorting?? Or both?? :o
     
  2. Guz200sx

    Guz200sx The man who does more than he is paid for will soo

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    I haven't seen anyone else besides her so I guess it could be considered an addiction to the escort herself. I have had feelings for her before but realized it would never work. But Yea, Its probably why I keep going back to
    her.

    Maybe at first it was infatuation but It may have turned to love...But I realized I can't be like that or else i'll go crazy so I decided to separate myself from that feeling. I just have to try to disconnect myself completely from her.

     
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    Yep, you're a silly boy stuck on the girl you want to save. I think only time is going to solve this one. Eventually you'll get onto another girl, and forget about the escort. Try to put yourself in places where you'll find girls kinda like your escort (minus the sex for money thing, that's the complication you want to avoid). Don't force things, but eventually magic will happen.
     
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    You have to understand that the whole sex industry is fake, they don't love you they just want your money.

    Therefore it would be better if you would find a partner that really loves you,

    Because not only do escorts cost a lot of money, you are at an enlarged risk to contract diseases like herpes,aids and god knows what.

    The last thing you want now is being 33k in debt along with having herpes in your pants :hs:

    Im not really allowing myself in your sexual life because it is private, JUST MAKE SURE IT DOESNT COST YOU ANY MONEY.

    Your a financial havoc, you simply CANNOT afford this kind of LIFESTYLE anymore :hsd: Realise this!!!
     
  5. Guz200sx

    Guz200sx The man who does more than he is paid for will soo

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    :wtc: I have....I realize I need to move on and forget about these things. They are my demons. I guess, I just need to focus on getting out of the financial pit i'm in.

    :hs: Thanks for the advice.
     

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