I dont know whats up with me tonight. Guess to much time to think when working and over stressed. I complain alot about this, but I think its starting to really eat at me. Did not really help having to be as alone as I was on Valentines day. I mean, I havent been that alone, even before I started dating her. Was her birthday as well, but all I could do is just 'talk' to her, but I even felt ignored by her that day. I dunno, Im probably overreacting by it, but Im almost at the point of where I cant take it anymore. I want to be with her soo bad, but being 'alone,' and no one here to be with is just getting too much. Just needed to get off my chest I guess..