Sigh. Life is being a total bitch right now. Literally, I can honestly say that this has been one of the most terrible years of my relatively short life. I don't really feel like writing a novel, it is relatively late here on the West Coast. Soo.... 1. I got my car stolen in March 2. Started stressing because I couldn't get to my job. 3. Recovered my car in April. I had to use a good chunk of change to get it running again. 4. Been stressing soo much that I got a kidney stone at the tender age of 22. I got one because I couldn't go to the groceries, and I had to eat out all of the time. 5. I just recently found out that my uncle died... 6. I've been struggling in school. A week ago I had 4 midterms and an essay due. And I couldn't study because my job called me in to work from Thursday - Sunday. 7. I recently just maxed out one of my two credit cards. I have one more credit card, and I am about to max out that one too... 8. I just found out that I am running out of money for college. I should have graduated last year, but I changed majors...and all of the earth munnies I saved for school is gone...I still want to go to school 9. My laptop recently took a crap on me...I am without a laptop which has been so helpful in organizing my busy life.. 10. Today, my car didn't start at a local shopping center. I had to call for a tow. 11. i had a huge fight with my friends..I am no longer friends with them... 12. And probably the most painful thing is I am still trying to recover from a particularly harsh breakup.. Sigh. It is sunday morning, and I'm still awake. Haven't had much sleep. I went out with my friends, drank a little, and I feel better...and here I am kind of just brooding. I know I really should be thankful for all my opportunites..but I'm really trying my best to look at the bright side of things. cliffs: It has been a really long year..