So a little over two years ago, i met this girl in a company training. I had a girlfriend at the time, so i didnt make any moves. We hung out every day for two weeks, each of us away from our homes. I fell in love, she is perfect, we had everything in common. But alas, i had a girlfriend. It was later that she told me she was gay anyways. We maintained our friendship via text and phone calls. I broke up with my girl about a year later. Still building a close, but platonic friendship with this other girl, but having no expectations. She has never been with a man, and has only been with one woman, and that was four years ago. I accepted this, and continued to be close friends with her, since i wasnt looking to romanticize with her anyways. Tonight, having not seen her for over 2 years, she decides that i am going to be her first, and she wants to be with me So, now what? I am confused as you can imagine, plus, we live hundreds of miles away from each other, and also, i just recently told a differet girl that i liked her, having no clue this other girl would decide to have me. My brain is exploding.