Recently I have been having a hard time with life. I'm graduating tommarrow. I got diened by my ex to go do something tonight. I'm not even sure if I'm going to a party. Why do I feel as if I don't care yet at the same time I feel I should be doing something seeing as tommarrow I graduate. I don't really understand anymore. Plus my grandparents/aunt are coming over right now from wisconsin so I have to pretend like I'm happy as fuck when I'm not. Can someone help me clear my thoughts because I'm letting society get to me again. I should be happy with what I do, but for some reason I'm not. Any ideas? Whats worse is people keep telling me all this shit like o your gonna be successful and shit yet I'm sitting here down as fuck. People keep pumping in cards with money and compliments yet I feel like a greddy ass for taking money for graduating HS I thought that was expected. People just keep flowing in compliments and I'm probably acting like a fuckhead towards them only cuz I'm confused as fuck. Excuse my swearing I'm immature and can't act like an adult with acceptable language. Plus swearing makes people listen.